I’m confused, I think. Looking at Wicca again, I am reminded of the elements of it that didn’t match with my personality. I have always identified as a Witch, but Wicca has been very problematic for me the entire time I have been Pagan.
I’m not a ceremonialist, I’ve always been very thoughtful, insight oriented. I think a lot about things and like to be quiet and introspective when I’m spiritual. I suppose one could say I ‘pray’ a lot. I am a psychic and I like doing magick and working with divination methods like tarot.
I don’t think going with a highly ceremony-oriented practice like Wicca is a good idea for someone who just doesn’t get anything out of formalized ritual. When I was doing Bast-focused Wicca, it made more sense and felt right. With Loki, it just doesn’t seem to match well.
So I guess I’m still looking.