I don’t have much explanation for why I’ve been so sparse on this blog since last year. I’ve been pretty lethargic and just out of sorts for a while, pretty much since last September.
Since my last post, I got two more tattoos; chaos star and red, black and white stars. I also was able to get a favorite manuscript of mine re-published with a new e-book publisher. Politics took its toll on me as well and I pretty much stopped doing a lot of internet things in November of that year. At that point, I was in a spiritual dead-zone and nothing felt like it was working right. I had to take an absence from my Tumblr RP blog and focus on trying to get myself feeling better. Most of 2017 was a variation of that and I did begin to wonder if Loki had just declared me boring or not worth the time and had taken off.
However, back around September and October, things started to feel a bit better and my contact with him was there, pretty much as it always has been. He just seems to push me to solve things on my own when it’s the best way for me to learn.
I have never had a ‘clear and unmistakable’ contact with Loki, and I don’t think the Gods really work like that. I think they speak to us though dreams and impressions at first, then through whispers in your head you know weren’t your own inner voice. Then again, this may be the way I experience these conversations. I just don’t really think they speak as though they were sitting in the room with us. It’d be nice, but it’d be far too easy at the same time.
Especially with Loki.
Things are moving along though, and I may decide to write more of this down as it becomes clearer.
If readers are interested in me blogging about what I’ve learned so far, please let me know.